GONNA LET HIM GO

27 Disember 2010

12.37 A.M

Assalamualaikum & salam kecerian untuk semua

what happened today (26 Disember 2010) really hits me

i could not stop a single tears, it keeps coming

and i feel so chaos and tense

for 2 years i am always the one with the patience

no matter how much it hurts

but this is not like always

this is different, this is too deep, too hurt

i promised, i pledged, i even swear

that there will be no one except u

no other person for me to love

only u

but u never get enough of what u have

u never see me as what u should have

u took me grantedly

making me look damnly desperate

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WHY?

why should i hold on to nothing?

why i still looking at the phone if no one care?

why i keep checking my inbox if its nothing there?

why its me that keep feeling hurt?

OWH wake up please

dont let it hurt again,

ur heart had enough of everything

this time, i am gonna let HIM go

 yes, u can go

pleas GO!

*p/s: sori...emosi tersangattt xstabil + english tunggang langgang

DEAR MY MR.RIGHT

19 Disember 2010

4.45 P.M

Last 3 days salah sorang bestfriend aku call

"aku dah break dengan die"

aku kelu tanpa bicara untuk seketika

terpinga2 xtahu nak ckp ape

Layak ke aku bagi nasihat

sedangkan aku sendri ____

jalan yg terbaek aku rasekan ialah

dengan menjadi good listener

am i a good listener? ^_^

Almost  l jam lebey aku jd pendengar setia

sampai jam menunjukkan angka 2.30 pagi

sampai kering airmata kawan aku nanges

sampai da xde benda nak diluahkan

then baru aku tdo

kenape da break sedangkan br sbulan lebeh couple?

persoalan yg aku xmampu jawab

be strong dear! 

i'm always be there 4 u

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Smalam aku dapat call dari kawan aku ni lagi

suara mcm hepy sket

owh patotla

dalm usaha berbaek balik

i'm also happy 4 u!

Then die tanye pasal susu skim

kbetulan aku tengah online time tu

so aku pon search la kat internet

skim milk = fat free

Aku tanye "asal tetiba je tanye pasal susu ni?"

She replied  "nak kurus, nak cantex"

"dah daftar belajar berenang jugak"

aku hanya mampu tersenyum

itu belom tanye die tengah pakai produk kecantikan ape

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owh

kenapa tidak menerima seadanya

mengapa rupa paras menjadi pilihan ketika bercinta

ke mana hilangnya kasih n cinta sejati yg datang dari hati

bukankah yg muda bakal menjadi tua

yg kaya juga tidak mustahil akhirnya jatuh menyembah bumi

*setiap orang pasti punya pandangan yg berbeza

To my Mr. Right
Awal, Ikram Dinzly, Fahrin Ahmad, Kamal Adli
Accept me as I am.

Don't try to change me.

Love me for who I am.

If you do then you will see,

how strong my love can really be.

God made me the way I am.

I have  no problem with that.

Everyone is different,

you must accept that fact.

I can only be the

person that you see.

I won't  change for anyone

for I can only be me.

We all are different,

this is true .

I can only be me,

I can't be like you.

Accept me as I am

no matter what it takes.

I know I'm a good person,

because the Lord

don't make mistakes.

                                                                  J. Earl Evans

Aku xmencari kesempurnaan

kerna aku xsempurna

u complete me

i'll complete u

::we complete each other::

BODOHKAH AKU

i can skip my plans,

but u will never leave ur work

i can die crying alone,

while u can simply go out and have fun

i can get hurt and still forgive,

but u can hurt me and just forget

i can stay for hours on the phone,

but u cant even finish listening to my words

 am i stupid???